Poem 56

Ah

    Shatter the glass

           of me

Shard me

    The old wound


Stumble

    Into too bright

    daylight


I

    Wish I understood

    The separation

    Blindness


Twist

    Your old knife

    The binding crusting

 

So

    That beauty

    Tears my eye


If only

    peace of pieces

    shard


If only

    join hands

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Ah

Frost moon says cold tonight

We

Stumble across another year

Feels like spring in autumn

Fall

That edge, could you look

across time instead of space

See the dizzy distance toward death

Hidden behind that beautiful lump of now

Breathe

Inevitable cancellation of what you were

Are

Ice spinning

Not cold

Anymore

No breath

Because of your lies

I’m tired

A hundred thousand children sanctioned

Hungry

Because of your lies

A million using food banks, swallowing pride

Hungry

Because of your lies

Homeless numbers rising

Cold out there in winter

Another body, some body

Dies

Because of your lies


Heartless must have a heart

Faithless must have faith

Liar

Only needs a paid-for mouth - don’t blink, swallow


Sell another hospital

Children must be profitable

“Throw another on the fire,

It’s cold in here.”


One gives up

Can take no more

Suicide

Hungry

Cold

Because of your lies


Thumbs up privilege patronage

“Choose to be poor?

The sentence is -

Death”

Because of your lies


See what you’ve done?

Defend your petty bubble

We’re invisible

Another pocket picked

Because of your lies


06/Mar/2015

Fear

Fear

My old friend

Protect me from harm

Bar me from better

My lodestone

The delicious frisson of doubt

Those old foundering shoals imagined

Are deep water

Relax


Old friend

Put on your warm coat

Sit by the fire

There now: old friend, my dear

Let's make better

Together

Small things every day

Fragments in the sunshine

I walked through Liverpool one in the sunshine, passing the stairs at the edge of Chavasse park. The light catching tiny pinpoints in the brick.

I played a mental game that said I was dead and looked outward to see nothing would change.

An ice cream, I wanted to wander along by the line of fountains but they were too wet

Some loon stuck his head wet to cool down

An Italian couple discussing something sitting outside in the hotel's piazza

White wine in the blazing sun on the slate tables

Dancing with my flake, slurping the 99

Bright blue sky cut by slate grey

We cross the wide road

Pass the red ship, once caught in dreams of radio

I looked up, sun in my eyes at the brown cube

My destination

Dust swirling

Nothing changed

Ephemera mortis vitae

These atoms

     make solar wind

     combine somehow to make an eye blink

     join in endless dance

These atoms

    want

    love

Underneath

    delicate tracery

    painting on water

    with blood and hope

A dangerous rearrangement of carbon

    beauty

    atoms flex

    fat universe consumed

So dance

   it stops

   not

The groove rises

   closes over

   like wave

   dust sparkles, skittering across

The atoms

   want not